pieces of me

I don't talk to strangers. I do not have the talent of conversing easily with the people I've never met before.





:: how does it feel ::

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

How bad could it be if it happens to you?

Just finished HRM lecture, Pah and I were heading to the lift. There was an unknown guy in front of us. Ignored the guy, so we wait…… Then he bent down and tied his shoes. My thoughts, “Why bother?”

Suddenly…

Pah: (Seluar mamat ni koyak. Hehe...)
Un : (Erk..Siyes? Mane?)
Pah: (Ade tu..)
Un : (Takde pon..Ko biar betik..)
Pah: (......~)
Un : (" ,)?

We were whispering to each other behind him and I guess he must’ve heard it. Or I assumed may be he felt something’s not right. So, he pulled his pants up. Inside the lift I still could see nothing.

So after got out of the lift, he walked and I could see…a long tear on his pants. The awful part is we could see through his bare ass. Erk…I mean skin…Probably he wore a thong. Who knows? But bullshit la guys wearing a thong. Cut the crap. I guess he must’ve not wearing anything.

I do wish someone will tell him. He could humiliate himself in public. Well, obviously he did humiliates himself unintentionally. A moral, if you’re planning on going out, please, do wear a brief or boxer. Especially when going to class or work. Unexpected situation like this might be happened to you.

:: broken ::

Tuesday, February 15, 2005
CNY..Such a long holiday and a tough birthday and holiday I've ever had. My car brokedown few kilometers from Rawang's toll, several days before my age hit the "double two" and it spent for about 2 weeks in the workshop and let's just say that the repair thingy costs up to hundreds. And I dont have a mood to celebrate my 22nd birthday. (I must've left it in the car :P)

My days were filled with tears and loads of thoughts. I lost hope, big major depression hit me and lost both appetite and weight. But then I feel relief knowing that I still have my family, my friends and the person I love is always by my side giving support and encouragement. Hehe..

Thanks for being there for me.

:: lifestyle of the rich and famous ::

Sunday, February 06, 2005
Let's just say I kinda have a great weekend.(hehe) I went to cik abang's friend's wedding and my cik abang left the car keys in the car. First we got lost and then the keys was inside the car. 'What a wonderful day', I thought.
Anyway talk about wedding remind me of the article in choosing your bride. I read a column on "soal jawab agama" by Dr. Amran Kasimin titled "Cermin diri sendiri sebelum memilih tunang". The topic's quite interesting and kinda attract me to read the article.
Actually what I want to share is our Prophet's quotes in his article about a guide on choosing a woman.
1. Jangan kamu kahwini perempuan kerana kecantikan mereka, mungkin kecantikan mereka itu akan membinasakan diri dan janganlah kamu kahwini mereka kerana harta-harta mereka, mungkin harta mereka itu akan menyebabkan mereka derhaka, tetapi kahwinilah perempuan kerana agama. Sesungguhnya perempuan yang tidak berhidung lagi buruk, tetapi beragama adalah lebih baik.
2. Barang siapa mengahwini seorang perempuan kerana hartanya Allah tidak akan menambahkan dia kecuali kekafiran dan barang siapa mengahwini seorang perempuan kerana keturunannya, Allah tidak akan menambahkan dia kecuali kehinaan dan barang siapa mengahwini seorang perempuan agar lebih dapat menundukkan pandangan dan membentengi nafsunya atau untuk menyambung tali persaudaraan, nescaya Allah memberi berkat kepadanya dengan perempuan itu.
3. Perempuan itu dikahwini kerana empat perkara, kerana hartanya, kerana keturunannya juga kerana kecantikannya dan agamanya. Maka pilihlah yang beragama agar selamat dirimu.
4. Sebaik baik perempuan ialah perempuan yang bila kamu lihat, ia menyenangkan. Apabila kamu suruh ia taat akan dikau. Apabila engkau beri janji diterima dengan baik dan apabila engkau pergi, dirinya dan hartamu dijaga dengan baik.
So guys, choose wisely.

:: home alone ::

Wednesday, February 02, 2005
The whole weekend marathon Desperate Housewives and Charmed and I admit that I kinda missed my life of being alone, sitting, relaxing and watching movies, stuffs like that. It's like nothing to be worried about (just worry about education stuff..that's all), no one's gonna pushing me around anymore. Thank God I'm not working anymore. Fuh~
A friend asked why sometimes I prefer being alone in my room rather than going out. And he's like keep asking me WH questions on what benefits can I get, am I sure that I enjoy a space of my own, why am I like that and whatever~.
Well, I guess there's a time that I like to be alone and a space of my own. I dunno why. The benefits that I can get?Erm, let's see.
  • Benefit1: going out + I'm a driver = e.g. KC approx. 90 minutes pegi-balik = waste time.
  • Benefit2: going out without any purpose + window shopping + I'm a driver = waste time and tiring.
  • Benefit3: I can clean up my room, I can do laundry and I can sleep
So I'd prefer park my nick in IRC and download some stuffs and watch it and enjoy it. And guess what? It's relaxing, it's free and I can even wear my pyjamas or even get naked! But I admit that there're some time that I need to get out of utp. Hehe.
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Hey, it's 4:55 pm...It's getting dark in here. I bet soon it'll be raining. Well, cant go out and play squash then. I'll be wet as wet as yesterday-trying to get out of my car when it was raining..heavily. Haha. Guess I have to switch plan to do my homework instead. Funny, last used the word homework when I was in school.
Talk about school, I missed my school life, my school uniform, my friends.