pieces of me

I don't talk to strangers. I do not have the talent of conversing easily with the people I've never met before.





:: too much ::

Monday, November 27, 2006
How do you know how much is too much?

Too much to say..
Too much info,
Too much fun,
Too much love,
Too much pain,
Too much pretending..

And when's it too much to bare?
I can't bare it anymore.

:: end it! ::

Saturday, November 25, 2006
The All American Reject - It Ends Tonight

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonightIt ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

:: lalala~ ::

Saturday, November 18, 2006

sleeping ugly


Today is the laziest day ever.
All day I just guling guling on my bed.
Now, I've got headache.
Enjoy your weekend guys.

:: I think God can explain ::

Saturday, November 11, 2006
side

I think God can explain.

I just had a strong sensation when I heard this song. It’s like I flew back to year 2003, Jan semester, UTP where I can still remember the smell of my room and how my desk was while this song played. I was chatting and IM-ing (time tu tgh gile chatting) and there’s nothing to worry about. I just wanna have fun. Ah~ it felt good.

:: wiped off my mood ::

Certain things that spoiled my Raya:

  • My so called "beloved mak datin" and some other aunts kept asking when will I get married.
  • My little so called "cousin" crying and nagging over and over against sebatang bunga api which was taken by another cousin without his permission.
  • My so called "beloved uncle" made his so called "silence through perfection" character that makes everyone’s mood spoiled during Raya eve.
  • I’ve to work on 4th Raya, which is on Friday and my mood is still on vacation mode.

Un sighs~
Selamat Hari Raya guys.