:: a nightmare ::
I was 26 years old and getting married with my boyfriend. I don't know who he is because I can't see his face. The ceremony was going to start soon. There was Tok Kadi, my grandfather and the others I dont't recognize at all. We're about to get started then came a lady who claimed she's a wife of my boyfriend (penyapu nye bf!). I was shocked and ashamed because it's my big day and it's almost ruined. The wife then said she gave permission to her husband to marry me but with one condition which is we can't have a baby (I know it's getting nonsense..it's a dream). Tragically, the so-called-husband-to-be cancelled the wedding ceremony and left me just like that. Me? I was crying out loud because I was so frustrated and embarassed with everyone. It's ruined.
While I was crying my grandfather calmed me down and suddenly Remy, (a friend of mine) came out of nowhere. He was very calm and charming that day with a neat baju melayu. I asked him how did he know about the wedding and what is he doing here. Then he replied 'adela...'. It was getting blurry and we both followed my grandfather to some kind of a room. There was Tok Kadi and few people. Next thing I know is I have to marry him. I was confused, sad and mad but I have no effort to say no or cancel it. But I don't want to marry him either. I was crying and when I woke up, I still crying.
What was the dream about eh? A message or something? Or it's just a crappy dream? At that moment, I realized how a person felt when they were forced to get married. Damn, it was scary.
While I was crying my grandfather calmed me down and suddenly Remy, (a friend of mine) came out of nowhere. He was very calm and charming that day with a neat baju melayu. I asked him how did he know about the wedding and what is he doing here. Then he replied 'adela...'. It was getting blurry and we both followed my grandfather to some kind of a room. There was Tok Kadi and few people. Next thing I know is I have to marry him. I was confused, sad and mad but I have no effort to say no or cancel it. But I don't want to marry him either. I was crying and when I woke up, I still crying.
What was the dream about eh? A message or something? Or it's just a crappy dream? At that moment, I realized how a person felt when they were forced to get married. Damn, it was scary.
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on Thursday, September 08, 2005 at 11:57 PM.
